7/15/2002 09:58:50 PM|||Amy|||It's times like these that I wish I smoked. I could really use at least one solid chain smoking session outside sitting on the grass and staring into nothing.

I remember when I was little I used to pray and ask God to never let my parents die, or anyone for that matter that was close to me - but especially my parents because, I guess, it seemed that they would one day and I would be there to witness it.|||79000776|||