5/30/2004 01:54:02 PM|||Amy|||Today, bit by bit (as you can imagine) I have been reading the chat log. It's sickening the lies he's told to this woman, how he regards me, the things generally speaking that he's said. On the level that I have to deal with all of this and still appear emotionally unaffected so that I can take care of the kids isn't easy. I was, and have been, a complete idiot.

I don't know what to do. On one hand I want to pack all of his stuff up and give it to Good Will, but what would that do except start a war? I need his help with taking care of the kids, since because of his joblessness and my insufficient income, I can't afford daycare. What will I do?|||108594353758294540|||Sickened