7/10/2004 07:54:53 PM|||Amy|||Good God, I'm depressed. At least, though, most of my adult loved ones are willing to cut me a break because I am in the midst of a divorce, after all. The divorce is presenting a handy enough excuse for almost everything. Late to work? Oh, I just had trouble getting out of bed this morning - I'm going through a divorce. Haven't bathed in a week? It's the divorce. Can't string a sentence of six words together without mispelling 5 of them? The divorce. Loudly exclaim "Fuck!" for no reason? Divorce.

I am dealing with a lot of emotions right now, but I'm not sure how many of them are about the divorce and how many of them are just reactions to all of the aforementioned change. I don't think I've experienced any extreme highs which is an extreme bummer. Even if I felt giddy and exhilerated just once in a while, it would at least help balance out all the lows a tiny bit - or even, give me something to which to look forward.

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