February 16th, 2007
Kanga’s Mental Health
I’ve lost my sanity and am in the process of losing my soul. It looks like this is the end with Shep. I really don’t have any faith in myself, or my ability to get through this. So, unless things turn around, or I somehow find some sort of strength, the posts here are going to be solely about the kids or non-personal crap or how fucking awful I feel. It’s going to be a maudlin run with the exception of what might be written about the kids. I’ve stepped into a very dark tunnel and am going to launch the auto-pilot feature of my personality so that I can continue to work and mommy.
I asked my friend, Douglas, if this wasn’t all too personal and he said the personal was far more authentic. So here it is. The personal. Kanga tries to survive another break-up. God help me, this one is going to be the hardest of all.

February 16th, 2007 at 4:08 pm
Hang in there girl. You’ll make it. Stop for a moment and look at the road you’ve journeyed to get to this place. You’ve survived a lot of fucking difficult stuff, some much worse than this. You will make it. I know it hurts, just know that you are a strong woman and you WILL get through this also.
Plus! I have GS Cookies! Isn’t it time for us to have that drink?
Call me, you never regret that.